October 25th, 2006

Current Music: all im losing is me Security: Time: 12:23 am Current Mood: depressed

im doing it again

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October 24th, 2006

Current Music: tv Security: Subject: wwell, HELLO! Time: 12:34 am Current Mood: drained

wow its been a real long time. i read a few of my entries from over the years and it's pretty scary how they can bring you back. and how a lot of them wer eliek what the hell were you thnking. andd i shouldnt be on this right now bc i should be studying and im already exhausted but i gues sim trying to distract myself because studying is boring. i was just curious as to if this was still here. ive said it before but i really need to print all these entries out to put with my hard copies. all the notebooks that i have. miami ink is gggreat. but yea so it's october again. october is always trouble or something great. well it's almost over. couple more days. stuff's happened though. good and bad. now what to do for halloween is a good question. ps lj has gotten better and i like it

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January 10th, 2006

Security: Subject: wowzers Time: 12:51 pm

i just wanna shower and sleep work is not cool

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August 8th, 2005

Security: Time: 10:04 am Current Mood: shocked

i cant even believe it... Peter Jennings died!

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August 7th, 2005

Current Music: say anything- proud of myself and the loner ive become Security: Subject: my sister is upset with me and ang never said anything back to me Time: 04:31 pm Current Mood: depressed

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August 5th, 2005

Current Music: i wanna see coheed saturday, ugh Security: Subject: pooey Time: 09:57 am Current Mood: drained

i got a new cell phone it's rad.yea. these past couple days have sucked real bad. i need to call andrea and straighten this out.

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August 1st, 2005

Current Music: frou frou-drink up babydoll are u in or out?... Security: Subject: just for the record i dont mind the fitting room anymore Time: 03:34 pm Current Mood: stressed

the units are away for a few days. yesterday we just got silly here (dave was wasted and jeph went to the flyer with one flip flop on haha) and tonight might, no, WILL be nuts. im nervous but mostly just because im not gettin outta work til 11..but hopefully ill get out at 1030 and get home by 11. not my idea at all haha, this is all ashley. her friends are more low key than the friends thatd come to my partied so i guess itll be fine. it's just we have like new stuff in our house now, like the carpet downstairs. idk itll be fine i guess. but i actually dont even wanna come home haha like i dont even wanna know whats gonna be goin on. i bet if i didnt have to work itd be better cause id be less stressed over it. like i so gonna be my dad tonight and it sucks haha. man im tired i should take a nap. i should also go to acmoore or michaels and get frames for my Warhols that i got from Boston the other day. Oh! my room is clean! it's insane! it's been like 4months since the last time i saw my floor (i know it was horrendous). but yea so friday my grandma is taking my sister shopping for like stuff for her dorm and its so frustrating cause i didnt get all that shit when i started college. and liek i wanna fix my room up so why cant they help me out with that? it's the same thing. id be going away to school if it wasnt down the street. and like all my fam wants me to go to rowan and it just sucks cause i do wanna go there but i dont know i just feel liek it's not possible. ugh speaking of, my goddamn teacher still hasnt emailed me the fuck back! hes such a lazy turd, ill actually kill. and i seriously need a new cell phone.

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July 17th, 2005

Current Music: damn mlb video game Security: Subject: last night jeph said butt-toxes instead of buttocks Time: 07:29 pm Current Mood: anxious

man work sucked ass today. i thought i was gonna be all up at the register and stuff and i was jus in the fitting room for 8 fuckin hours it was shit, it reaked. and it was really hot too. i was sweating my balls off . and i still am..well..idk i guess im getting ok but my feet are still on fire. 8 hours of work isnt even anything at all but in the fitting room it feels like a lifetime. dude ! what is for dinnerrrrr ???

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July 4th, 2005

Security: Time: 11:59 pm

i keep burping cheese dogs im thirsty im sad im thirsty im kinda tired im frustrated im thirsty im sad dont being weird and mad about nothing should i have gone home? im thirsty just stop be my friend im liek still kinda intoxicated hahaha im thirsty im kinda tired i guess i dont know i like dont have perfect vison right now definately thirsty jahhahahahaha im smiling to myself secretly whatre you doing? i only have one hearing aid on. why? why arent they both in? was i gonna go to sleep before or suttin? whatre u doung? hahahaha DONG! i like nestea ive been a fan for years fans are awesome im tired i think defiantekly still thrisrty yea i dont feel liek deleting anymore when i type wrong oops just did it well ya know ok gnight i mean im getting a drink and then laying in bed or suttin just def not sitting here cause its prob making things worse andd bc my eyes are effin burning ok i love yous gnight peace out ps i turned fuckin 20 yesterday woot woot

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June 22nd, 2005

Security: Subject: SQUIGGLLLLLYYYs Time: 11:29 pm Current Mood: okay

the GPs are up from FL my sister is 18 and graduates high school tomorrow i kissed my dad's forehead today and you shouldve seen the look on his face, like ill always smile when i think of it and ill do it more often. he was like "what was that for?" and i said "i havent done it in awhile" haha aka never. im glad i did. i didnt even hug him on father's day cause im a coward or suttin like that. my bf ate dinner with us tonight and it really meant a lot to me cause not just anyone would do that esp when they really dont want to haha. i love him. didnt do much tonight but thast ok i dont mind. im just kinda tired but liek i dont know. i think too much. but im perfectly happy etcetera etcetera ps i dont like exgfs, just their existance just bc i dont liek not doing suttin jus bc of them. its like dumb. ive had to deal with not going to ceratin places for way too long (thast why i was kinda quiet for a little while but i didnt wanna bring it up cause i know that it def would be awkward if we ran into her anddd like i understand i just got weird like i tend to do sometimes..but you know you would too annndd i dont care anymore i just thought id say suttin now so that idk just so u know why i was quiet haha dont get mad now tho cause then we'll both just be sad and thatd jus be yucky for absolutely no reason at all) pps i love you so much ppps you look soooooooooo cute right now...cause you always do :0* love you babycakes <3333333333333333333333333333333

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